no cycle yesterday because it was raining heavily @ ECP. we went kallang for bowling, arcade-ing then headed home for MJ!! hoho!! we started @ 9pm & ended @ 3am and i got nothing for myself.. no win no lose... the only winner is shun shun & teddy, they're in a team. big loser is terence followed by his girlfriend. haha!!

tomorrow my parents are coming home.. wonder what did they buy for me... hehex...

it's holiday time!!

yesterday wanted to go cycle but the weather was bad.. was raining on & off so we went bowling... it was fun, relaxing & CHALLENGING!! haha!! competitions were among me, shun shun, my brother & my cousin. loser will have to treat dinner but in the end, the winner, shun shun, treated us dinner @ sakae sushi.. hehex... cause the loser, teddy brought no $$ out.. haha!! anyway, we had a great time yesterday and today, we're going to cycle!! hopefully no rain...

know what the guys doing now? playing wii while i'm blogging..

christmas is coming... what should i get for you & myself? it's time to pamper ourselves...

had just send my parents off to the airport.. everyone was trying to control their tears, especially my mom, my brother & ME!! haha!! my mom & i are the famous cry + emotional baby @ home.. haha!! although they're going only for 6 days but i will still miss them..

we went to the airport for dinner together with my ah gong & ah ma.. ah gong was telling my parents not to eat the tuna or raw fish cause it's not good for the health, bad for the liver. however, ah gong said can eat salmon. haha!! salmon also raw de ma but i think my parents will come back slimmer cause they don't eat japanese food.. hoho!!

anyway, anyone know where can i buy those olden days card games like donkey, old maid, etc...?? i wanna buy for my students to play.. or anyone has it but not playing anymore can donate to me? haha!! i've went to many shops, even those old old econ also don't have.. the aunty even told me that the card is not in trend, now kids are playing poker cards, trained to be gamble king... OMG!! kids are now like little adults...

had not been blogging for the past few days so i supposed this entry will be kinda long...

started working yesterday @ seng kang primary school as a part-time student care teacher. it operates like a child care and the only difference is that the students are from primary 1 to 5. 1st day of work & i am surrounded by about 30 children. and YES! they are noisy!! but fun, loving, innocent & most importantly, NO STRESS!! their innocence, laughter have helped alot in distressing... haha!! but of course there are a few naughty ones who disobey the teachers. know what the student called me? TEACHER SABRINA!! haha!! damn shiok lei... i love it when they called me.. being a teacher has always been my ambitious and is just that i do not have the courage & confident to attend the interview. Now, under YMCA, i worked as a teacher and i may be converted to full-time teacher if i like too.. so now is the crucial period for me to try whether am i suitable to be a teacher.. haha!! i hope i am!!

my parents together with my sis & jiefu are flying off to japan, Osaka tonight.. super shiok shiok ah!! how i wish i can follow...... (-.-) *sob sob*

what a bored bored sunday!! woke up @ 1.30pm, had my breakfast cum lunch then went to defu lane with shun shun & his daddy. there is an electronic warehouse sales but the things is not cheap lor.. is even more expensive compared to the shop @ ubi.

while now shun shun is sleeping and i'm doing nothing but blogging & surfing the net...

bored BOred BORED!!!

today is fang's 3rd anniversary.. supposed to meet sistas in the morning to visit her but too many things happened this morning. had visited her in the afternoon with shun shun instead...

1st, woke up early morning in a cold sweat, had a bad sore throat & a terrible stomach clamp, was feeling very unwell. followed by my mom received a phone call, my big ee fainted in the toilet. she injured her head & back and broke her jade bangle. bangle is small case but her head is big. ah ma rushed home and wanna bring her to the hospital for check up but ee doesn't want and went to hougang polyclinic instead. waited for so long without xray or any treatment, only given pain killer & was told to rest at home. the big bump on my ee's head was bleeding & yet the doctor said it's minor injuries.. until now my ee is still feeling very giddy & was very weak to walk by herself.

SOOooo... my intention is to bring them out for dinner, then if ee is still not feeling well, i will straight away bring her to mount alvernia hospital for whole body checkup.

pls my dear friends, if you're feeling unwell, pls visit the doctor & have yourself check. it'll be helpless if it's too late...

some times i really wonder that i never study nursing is a waste. after taking care of my ah ma for about 1 month, i realised that i have the potential to be a nurse. haha... but just because of i'm afraid of blood & needles...

did something that is so selfish & petty.. for the past few days i was not in the mood to do anything due to some issue that obviously is my personal problem & thinking.. i know where the problem lies with but i just can't accept it & i really hate the sight of it.. it came to my mind for the past few days & today, finally, with lots of courage, i CONFESSED to dear dear that i did it!! of course before confessing, i made dear dear promised me not to be mad at me and yes, he kept his promise except for a little naggings.. hehex... at last i don't feel so guilty & we cleared the thoughts that lies within us..

today was a tired + 'not feeling well' day for me.. i washed my bedsheet & clothes then it started to rain!! arghhh!! was not feeling well today and most of the time i was lying on my bed, resting, trying to study then napping... haha!! in the end no revision at all..

don't know whether is it the weather that is making me so slack & lazy to study... this is the first time, really the FIRST time i got no mood to study & lose faith in myself... i really need ENERGY!! will someone, anyone sponsor me redbull? 100plus also can...

i am now eating bread with nutella chocolate... yummy...

just came back from school. had my management exam and it was so yucks!! i gave up!! i did my best.. squeeze all the juices out from my brain & those are what i got... i'm not expecting for good marks, just a pass will do.. i do not wish to retake my module!! arghh!!!

cool down... relax... should concentrate on my managerial accounting now... whooooo... relax choya!! SABSAB jia you Jia You JIA YOU!! haha!! self-motivation!!

just did this photo out of sudden.. cause i'm missing fang......

yes we miss fang & fang is with us all the time. is just that we can't see nor touch her..

nevertheless, memories will stay with us forever & may we be happily together ever after...

love my sisters

shouldn't be blogging today as tomorrow i'm having exam, management... arghh!!! subject is so dead & dried.. tomorrow exam, today then i study & i'm only @ seminar 2, still got 4 for more seminars to go!!! aaahhh!!!! pls give me motivation.. give me moral.. give me energy!!!

i had a bad dream last night. dreamed of being chased by many mad & poisonous black dogs. dear dear & i keep running till we came to a dead end where we kicked & killed the dogs.........

sounds very drama mama huh... haha!! i think i'm just too stressed out!!! thinking of too many unnecessary rubbish that can't keep my mind focus on my studies..

pls forgive me for what i did as i really hate seeing it.. apologies for being selfish, being too self-centered & being too paranoid... as i really do care for you......

i love you...

haha!! this is my dear dear's favourite photo.. cute ba... whahaha!! he's gonna kill me it he sees this!!! oh nooooo..... (*x*)

the feelings came back.. it has been a long long time since i have this feelings & i really hate it to the core!! i tried to hide it from you but still, i let it go because i don't feel good, and i really mean it...

why can't you put yourself in my shoe & think of my feelings?
how will you feel if i am doing the same as you did?
whatever i do, i think of you.
whatever you said, i respect it.
but what about me?
whatever i say, you ignore it.
whatever i do, comment is what i get.
i do not want compliments.
i do not want sweet messages.
i do not want presents.
all i want is your understanding & care...

i cherish you..
i need you..
i want you..
i care for you..
i understand you..
i love you..

i trust that you will be truthful to me now & forever..
no lies..
no hides..

today is not a good day for me... friday the 13th..

had my first paper, financial accounting... my seat was m13... and i think i did badly for the paper.. was quite sad after my paper as i put in alot of effort in revising but still... down the drain... haiz... just pray hard i can pass & move on...

on the way to bishan, the bus broke down, the rear door couldn't close & many of the passengers alight the bus while my friends & i continue to seat inside the bus, hoping that everything will be fine & indeed... our journey carries on...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIE JIE!!

Today is my lovely jie jie's birthday.. May all her wishes come true..

May she be free from worries, no nagging from bosses, no unhappiness & most importantly, be HEALTHY & WEALTHY!!

my brother & i bought this little gift & a cake for her.

finally today i managed to revise a little bit.. hoho.. friday exam.. wish me BEST luck... heex...

my house jia jia went cruising gambling again... nag her also won't listen, might as well bless her right.. if she wins, (hopefully) i get the winnings too... whahahaha!!

cai shen niang niang will bless everyone who gambles... HUAT to everyone!!
(fyi, this cai shen niang niang is me in disgust... whahaha!! took this pic in 2005 before cny)

yesterday, 7 nov 09 is the lighting ceremony @ orchard.. this year there will be competition among the hotels & shopping malls to see whose x'mas decorations will be the best.

together with my mom, ah ma, jie jie, jie fu and shun shun, we went shopping at orchard without knowing that there are event going on. however, the orchard shopping centers are very quiet. we went to center point robinson & the new central mall. the central mall is so complicated. the escalators are very high. jie jie & i were shivering while we go up to the roof garden. after that we went to swee choon for tim sum while daddy met us.

while walking around robinson, we saw the beary performance.

Shun Shun & Me

Ma Ma & Me

i love this dress.. it is soooo cute & sweeeeettt!!! saw it while shopping @ bugis bhg..

nothing interesting to be blog about.. everyday seems to be a routine work for me.. but till now i haven't even start revising.. totally got no moral!! argh!!!

posted some photos that my family & i went china, xia men this year... enjoy...

Do we look alike? 2 generation of women

my daddy also wanna join in the fun

Ah Ma & the alligator's teeth sword
ah ma, sis, me, mommy & daddy
(my bro didn't go as he was having exams)

this is my granny & grandpa
(father's side)my grandpa who loves to attract attention & is fun to be with

yesterday brought my ah ma for ultrasound then we meet my sister @ bugis for noya buffet.. after eating we went bugis for shopping then head home.. upon reaching home, i shut down my mind and went kooning till 6pm. haha!! it was meant to be a short nap but i ended up sleeping for 2 hours plus.. hoho.. after dinner we went tampines giant shopping again!! this week i went giant twice. yesterday was only a walk walk session without having anything to buy. however, ah ma insist to cook during the weekends so in the end we bought plenty of stuffs that cost up to $120. we managed to redeem the doggy cup and we're gonna to wrap as a x'mas present. haha!!

sis & i are planning for a x'mas party at our house this year. we're doing some pot-luck thingy, exchange of gifts and planning some games.. we have everything but not x'mas tree.. haha!! what will x'mas be like without a x'mas tree?

my neighbour had actually set up his x'mas tree already lei... super kiasu right.. or he simply just love x'mas..

oh no... raining heavily again... got no mood to study leh.. but mood to sleep... haha!!
my situation now is very jiak liat. no $$.. no job.. no motivation.. no mood.. no goals..

hopefully next year will be good for me!!! jia you!! Jia You!! JIA YOU!!!~

gonna have curry chicken for tonight's dinner.. yeah yeah!!

was supposed to be helping ah ma with the cooking now but while ah ma is cutting the chicken and i cut the potatoes, i chopped my fingers!!! aaahhh!!! is damn painful and bleed alot!!!! OMG!!! pain PAIN PAIN!!! **SOB*SOB** my poor middle finger & index finger..

i strongly believe that i don't belong to the kitchen.. is either i cut myself or burn myself!! arghh!! i should be somewhere out there doing something more meaningful.. haha!!

woke up @ 10 this morning and did gardening with ah ma.. actually is my ma ma do while i move the pot.. haha!!

ah ma filling up the pot with soils

dah dang!! this is our new 'FU GUAI HUA'
(bought @ $6 only, cheap cheap lelong)

this is ah ma's creation of 'ZHUAN YUN ZHU'
(in fact it was dying soon but ah ma regrow it)

CATCUS from xiamen
(mommy bought it when we went china this year)

we also grow ginger but there's something wrong with my bluetooth, can't transfer file so i'm gonna upload it when i use my lappy.. hopefully my ginger will grow.. haha!!

next week is my exam.. but currently i am not in the mood to study.. how how?? can doraemon give me something to eat so that i will pass my exams with flying colors and yet no need to study so hard??

what will it look like if the men in your house hang their clothes?

i saw this in my mommy's room last night:

my reaction was: "WAH!! Daddy hang his shirt like that de ar?" and mommy's replied: "yalor, better than he never hang. you go and see ah boy de lor. worst still."

i went to my brother's room and i saw this:

compared both of them.. which do you preferred? haha!!
none of them!!

This article was sent by my sis.. quite true to me as a middle child... (",)

Everyone has a birth order or the order you were born into a family. And whether you're a firstborn, middleborn, lastborn, an only child or a twin, your birth order can influence your personality and your relationships, say experts.

Firstborn
Because firstborns are usually tasked with more responsibility from young to look after their siblings, they typically grow up to be dominant, super-responsible, organized and competitive.

Middle child
The middle child is a people-pleaser. He or she is diplomatic, and it's difficult to get them to take a stand. The middleborn also tends to be a little manipulative.

Lastborn
Lastborns are friendly, creative individuals who love challenging the status quo. They're more adventurous than their siblings and are the risk-taker in the family, although they also tend to be needy at times.

Only child
An only child is used to being in the spotlight within the family, so he or she tends to crave attention. Being an only child also means that he or she is unlikely to know very much about the opposite sex.

Twins
Twins have a strong bond and therefore always think of the other before making a decision. Their thoughtful nature makes them considerate romantic partners.

this morning i received a parcel from dhl...


dah dang!! it is my ipod nano!! it is apple store exclusive product!!
By choosing (RED), i've help fund the purchase and distribution of anti-AIDS medications in Africa & it's somehow like doing charity work..

and it comes with free engraving!!! woohoo!!! love it!!!


next i am gonna save & aim for iphone... who is the great man out there who can sponsor me???

ah ma was staying with us since her discharge. with her around, or rather to say having me around, our lifestyle are very healthy. woke up early, went for marketing and while ah ma is taking her nap, i'll do my own stuffs. after which ah ma will prepare for dinner while i assist her with the cleaning, stirring and washing or dishes. haha!! ah ma's appetite has increase alot and i think is because of the company she had & the food she eat...

below is what she ate in the hospital.. yucks right? nonono.. is totally loss of appetite.. YUCKS!!!


ah ma only test the vegetable & forced herself to swallow the chicken... haiz... poor patients...

I'd been busy for the past few days.. woke up at 6.30am and rush down to the hospital to accompany my ah ma.. stayed there for the whole day till my mom & shun shun come to fetch me home.. it seems to be very tired but the moment when i think of ah ma restless face, i so much wanna be with her all the time. it's hurts to see her alone, hurts to see her eating so many medicine everyday. it's more hurting when i see her hands poke with needles. and that stupid trainee doctor poke wrongly the 1st time & 2nd time caused my ah ma's hand to swell!! damn it!! should use their own hand to test first instead of using the elderly patient's hand.

4 days stayed in the hospital with no treatments & operation but plenty of arguments with the doctors!! don't know why are we paying so much yet are not being treated. the doctors keep saying:"Your ah ma case is not an emergency issue so we give the priority to the emergency cases."

what the F***!! so what if it's not an emergency issue? does that mean it is not an issue? since feb we've been waiting & queuing for our turn & this is not the 1st time that my ah ma's op was canceled. it's the 2nd time!! we've been waiting & dragging, from small issue to big issue & i do not wish to become an emergency issue because it is damn risky to do anything..

i can only say that the hospital is fed up!! their system is damn screw up, including their doctors! the doctors are pushing the patient from 1 department to other department. they can't synchronize themselves internally. damn irresponsibility. at least, their nursers are caring for the patients.

choy!! if in the future anything really bad happens, i'll choose to go private, at least they will give you immediate attention!!

as what my cousin said: "ttsh = tiam tiam si hospital" haha!!

please all gods from above, please bless my ah ma full health...