I'd been busy for the past few days.. woke up at 6.30am and rush down to the hospital to accompany my ah ma.. stayed there for the whole day till my mom & shun shun come to fetch me home.. it seems to be very tired but the moment when i think of ah ma restless face, i so much wanna be with her all the time. it's hurts to see her alone, hurts to see her eating so many medicine everyday. it's more hurting when i see her hands poke with needles. and that stupid trainee doctor poke wrongly the 1st time & 2nd time caused my ah ma's hand to swell!! damn it!! should use their own hand to test first instead of using the elderly patient's hand.

4 days stayed in the hospital with no treatments & operation but plenty of arguments with the doctors!! don't know why are we paying so much yet are not being treated. the doctors keep saying:"Your ah ma case is not an emergency issue so we give the priority to the emergency cases."

what the F***!! so what if it's not an emergency issue? does that mean it is not an issue? since feb we've been waiting & queuing for our turn & this is not the 1st time that my ah ma's op was canceled. it's the 2nd time!! we've been waiting & dragging, from small issue to big issue & i do not wish to become an emergency issue because it is damn risky to do anything..

i can only say that the hospital is fed up!! their system is damn screw up, including their doctors! the doctors are pushing the patient from 1 department to other department. they can't synchronize themselves internally. damn irresponsibility. at least, their nursers are caring for the patients.

choy!! if in the future anything really bad happens, i'll choose to go private, at least they will give you immediate attention!!

as what my cousin said: "ttsh = tiam tiam si hospital" haha!!

please all gods from above, please bless my ah ma full health...