did something that is so selfish & petty.. for the past few days i was not in the mood to do anything due to some issue that obviously is my personal problem & thinking.. i know where the problem lies with but i just can't accept it & i really hate the sight of it.. it came to my mind for the past few days & today, finally, with lots of courage, i CONFESSED to dear dear that i did it!! of course before confessing, i made dear dear promised me not to be mad at me and yes, he kept his promise except for a little naggings.. hehex... at last i don't feel so guilty & we cleared the thoughts that lies within us..

today was a tired + 'not feeling well' day for me.. i washed my bedsheet & clothes then it started to rain!! arghhh!! was not feeling well today and most of the time i was lying on my bed, resting, trying to study then napping... haha!! in the end no revision at all..

don't know whether is it the weather that is making me so slack & lazy to study... this is the first time, really the FIRST time i got no mood to study & lose faith in myself... i really need ENERGY!! will someone, anyone sponsor me redbull? 100plus also can...